I think I'm the manhid girl. Uhh, everyone was blabbering about sir Joel M. & I stayed silent. I was like, what's the point...I chose this, there were moments he asked us if we understand the discussion... I didn't ask. How could I ask, I was still internalizing + there're lots of destruction & he's like okay---honestly speaking, though he knows nobody understands, he still goes on & don't care like what the ef-idgaf to students who won't listen to me,they'll be the one's who'll suffer not me. So that idea kinda annoys me. But for reals, as a student I'm not doing my part much--hoooooooooooooooooooonestly...I only study days before the exams, of course if he discussed it thoroughly I won't hear this blabber fever from my mates. I was like *sigh* , they all said it. & too late. I failed my part but tohoootally he failed his part more , unable to meet the student's standards. But there's nothing I can't do yet, I'm still a student, so like he was saying wala nai flat one this sem ha & I was like aguiii nagpadungog dungog jud xa, aku rba tung ana ang grado sa 1st sem. I still want to be in the DL. ohhhh please :( . wala gani koi honor honor sa high school, d jud ku musugot pag wala napod sa college, future na ni teh.aw.K.So I'm challenged much for the finals, now I have resources, I need & I will really solve & study in advance. I can't stand graduating this so called engineering type of major without leaning this load analysis diode etc. WTH. no one needs to go to hell :) I need not to be affected. I have my own path. Thank You So Much Jesus for giving me such positive outlook in life. Just Jesus.