Pagkakataon nga naman

Grabe lang talaga ang nangyayari sa buhay ko. Mula siguro nung October 26.
Sge, October 26. Wala nang pasok ang mga estudyante sa skwelahan, tanging kami nalang ng mga officers ang nag tatambay sa school sapagkat may mga paper works pang kailangan matapos.

Habang ako ay abalang-abala sa pag aayos ng mga gamit...biglang may unknown number ang tumawag sa cellphone ko. Sanay naman ako na kung sino-sinong number ang magtetext sa akin at sanay na rin ako kung sino-sino ang tumatawag sa akin, mapa-english man, tagalog or bisaya ang lingwaheng gamit, sanay na sanay na ako. At lalong sanay din akong hindi sumagot sa mga tawag , lalo na pag may koneksyon sa pagtatrabaho sa eskwelahan.

Nangyaring sinagot ko naman ung tawag. Nagbabakasakaling estudyante na naman, na magtatanong ukol sa mga impormasyong aming ipinapaalam mula pa noong nakaraang linggo. Pero hindi e... nung sinagot ko un, naka bisaya ako. Yun pala, yung kaibigan ko sa fb at textmate ko..tumawag, ah, naki tawag pala. Alam mu yung na touch ako dun??? Nakitawag para lng maka-usap ako. Mula dun, ako ay napa-UY! mukhang iba na talaga motibo nito ah. Di ko alam kung nahalata niya ba yun, pero ang tanging naalala ko lng ay naging masaya ako at na excite dahil nga nakitawag at napatawag siya sa akin habang kami ay nag tetext. Kaya pala bigla nalang nawala.

Noong Sabado, bigla siyang nag-yaya na kumain daw kami dun sa tabing dagat. Natawa ako, na-na excite..Di ko alam kung seryoso ba siya o ano, gusto ko sana, kaya lang di ako handa e. Naka tshirt lng ako at sneakers tapos pawis pa at eye-bagged kase nga dahil sa paper works. Tsaka yung bag ko, masyadong girly, hindi nag match sa pimp na suot ko. Mejo natranta din ako, first meetup eh. Kaya tinawagan ko na. Sabe ko, "oh,ano na..matutuloy ba mamaya?". Alam ko nagulat siya nung tumawag ako,kaya yun..sbe niya "depende sayo, tignan mo oh maulan". "Text lng mamaya",sabe ko.

Tapos ayun. mga 5:30 ng hapon, nagtext siya na matutuloy. Ako naman,syempre babae dude diba. Conscious masyado, lalo na sa hitsura, nako talaga. Nagtanung tanung pa ako sa mga kaklase ko kung ano dapat gesture ko, ano gagawin ko, yung buhok ko--okay ba. Yung suot ko at bag ko, ayos ba. Lahat na! Yung tipong alam mo na, first impression counts diba. Lalo na siya, alam ko bago lng yun naligo kasi umuwi ng bahay.

Sabe niya mga 6:00 ng gabi siya lalakad. Ako nasa school lng nun e, so ayos lng. Habang wala pa sa oras, nagsasasayaw kami ng mga kaklase ko. Nagloko loko , kaya ayun pawis! Grabe! Nung gabi na talaga, pinaalis na kami sa office kasi i-lo-lock na ng janitor. Pero bago yun, nagtext sina Mama kung saan daw ako dahil sabay daw kami uuwi. Di ako nagreply kaagad, ksi nga may lakad ako.

Pagbabang-pagbaba ko sa hagdan. Naka OK na ako sa kaibigan ko. At BOOM!!! Hello sundo! ayun, ang epal lang, andun sina Mama sa sasakyan, hinintay lang naman ako. Sabay daw kami uuwi. Wala naman akong ibang ma rason, eh kase sa school lng naman talaga yung mga gawain ko at wala na akong ibang ma rason dahil kumpleto na ang grades ko. Wala na, pasado na lahat, wala nang kailangan mag comply.

Kaya bigla akong napa text at misscall sa kaibigan ko. "NAH OI" "DITO SINA MAMA,SINUSUNDO NA NILA AKO" at nakatanggap lng ako ng isang "wtf" na reply. Ayun, para sa akin, may next time pa naman siguro. Ayaw pa ata ni Lord na magkita kami.

Kinagabihan, mga 9:30, tumawag yung lalaki. Eh, kasi nga diba, I have strict parents and maliit lng bahay namin, kaya kung may tumawag sa cellphone mo, maririnig ng lahat ang pinag uusapan niyo. Ayun, lumabas ako, buti tulog lahat. Tapos ayun, sinagot ko yung tawag (which is very ironic,kasi di naman talaga ako sumasagot ng tawag sa bahay---nagtaka nga ako bat ko sinasagot tawag niya e,lagot talaga ako pag nahuli ako) sabe niya nakapagbihis na daw siya nun, ready na daw siya nun. And worst! Magkikita na daw sana kami dahil pupunta na siyang Zamboanga. At parang dun na yata siya mag-aaral. Matagal pa daw siya babalik. PARANG ANG MALAS LANG DIBA?? Sabik na ako nun e.

Naiyak pa ako ng konti pagkatapos ng tawag nun e. 4am daw sila aalis. D ko matiis ang pag-alala ko, di ako nakatulog ng husto. At nagtxt ako na magpaalam siya ng maayos bago sila bumyahe. Ayun....

Nako, antok na ako. Matutulog na muna :) Good Night!

-Watch Out for Part II-

Crazy 9th of October '12

Today had really been a crazy tough day for me. Like really, I feel so unhealthy yet so boombastically hype until the end of the night. Just so, we were blocking and unblocking students from their clearances, it's so tiring you know. But hella found a way out to ease boredom and stress from work which is actually entertaining people who would come and ask for help inside the EC office. Oh well, I like this freshman guy and like, their attendance/passbook were surrendered and I was running over the pictures in each passbook, I didn't notice `em. He's not even that attractive, but yeah, it turned out that when he claimed his passbook... It was actually that guy I have been fantasizing--- not seriously but seemingly admiring to the fact that he somehow makes my day, not often but yeah. So I asked JM to get his digits, it was written on the passbook. Oh well, I couldn't imagine myself why I did that. Perhaps, I call that freshman guy as Mr.Freshie Fresh Fresh :))I'm single now and I can do what I want! Free from anything LOL. But did you even know what confuses me right now? It's that Earl guy from STI. Just before we often kept in touch, I already had a crush on him when I saw him from a far at the mall, outside the cinema 4. But `twas nothing to me, he was catchy, and all, you know my type: azn-ish,swagger, hair stylish-ishish. I took a step backward,paused and grabbed the hand of my girl friend. LOL. And so we went watching the large posters of what was showing to random cinemas and he was actually looking!!! (that awkward feeling when you feel that he's looking at you when he's really not and you're just in a paranoia, `twas just a mere imagination like the animes haha). Moving on, when I went home, my sister asked me if I went to the mall and if I saw a guy with an azn-ish bleached hair wearing this shade of shirt. And I was like,"oh.. the guy of my dreams!!! How did you know??" -- Then my sister responded, "My friend saw you." "Seriously? who?" "That guy with a bleached hair, bla bla bla" "What? really? wow, I never knew that sort of guy existed in this city LOL" Everything was nothing to me, and after four months or so. The guy was too active commenting stuffs on my facebook. You could probably say he's annoying, but really, to me he's fun to deal with. And eventually we chatted, shared several songs to each other and there came to a point when he said... "Aye, i must be going, just text me." I was like, "No, you text me!" He said: "Oh, you never reply." Secretly, I was thinking (Oh really? did I read it right? I never reply? LOL. it was because, I'm used to receiving messages with unknown numbers. Maybe he was one of them and left ignored LOL.) After a while, I got a text message from him. He was being so childish, and sweet. From then on, there was never a day we failed to have a conversation. If not through text, just thru facebook chat and he updates me to where he currently is, what's his doing, everything. He's getting mushy and now, we sorta act like couples because sometimes he gets mad... and I'm like "we're not even on, why would I even comfort or do whatever to make em feel better??" Everything confuses me right now. He's a friend of my sista and I have a pretty feeling they got "something" before me. Before the guy confessed to me that he's having a crush on me and eventually after two weeks I told him I got a crush on him. Though I told em I never saw em. He kept tellin me he's fat,pimpled dark-short man. Only thing was f'sho.. He's short and probably we could be a great couple!! LOL. Really, I don't want to jump into conclusions right now. Everything seems to be really twirly unstable. Because after my first ever ultimate martyr break-up, after finally leaving my long distance boyfriend which I'm proud to say that we have been on and off for 16 months and eventually, I got tired of his effortless doings _<. LOL, really. Life is fun! Life is colorful :3 Meet my internet crush: ♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧