Crazy 9th of October '12

Today had really been a crazy tough day for me. Like really, I feel so unhealthy yet so boombastically hype until the end of the night. Just so, we were blocking and unblocking students from their clearances, it's so tiring you know. But hella found a way out to ease boredom and stress from work which is actually entertaining people who would come and ask for help inside the EC office. Oh well, I like this freshman guy and like, their attendance/passbook were surrendered and I was running over the pictures in each passbook, I didn't notice `em. He's not even that attractive, but yeah, it turned out that when he claimed his passbook... It was actually that guy I have been fantasizing--- not seriously but seemingly admiring to the fact that he somehow makes my day, not often but yeah. So I asked JM to get his digits, it was written on the passbook. Oh well, I couldn't imagine myself why I did that. Perhaps, I call that freshman guy as Mr.Freshie Fresh Fresh :))I'm single now and I can do what I want! Free from anything LOL. But did you even know what confuses me right now? It's that Earl guy from STI. Just before we often kept in touch, I already had a crush on him when I saw him from a far at the mall, outside the cinema 4. But `twas nothing to me, he was catchy, and all, you know my type: azn-ish,swagger, hair stylish-ishish. I took a step backward,paused and grabbed the hand of my girl friend. LOL. And so we went watching the large posters of what was showing to random cinemas and he was actually looking!!! (that awkward feeling when you feel that he's looking at you when he's really not and you're just in a paranoia, `twas just a mere imagination like the animes haha). Moving on, when I went home, my sister asked me if I went to the mall and if I saw a guy with an azn-ish bleached hair wearing this shade of shirt. And I was like,"oh.. the guy of my dreams!!! How did you know??" -- Then my sister responded, "My friend saw you." "Seriously? who?" "That guy with a bleached hair, bla bla bla" "What? really? wow, I never knew that sort of guy existed in this city LOL" Everything was nothing to me, and after four months or so. The guy was too active commenting stuffs on my facebook. You could probably say he's annoying, but really, to me he's fun to deal with. And eventually we chatted, shared several songs to each other and there came to a point when he said... "Aye, i must be going, just text me." I was like, "No, you text me!" He said: "Oh, you never reply." Secretly, I was thinking (Oh really? did I read it right? I never reply? LOL. it was because, I'm used to receiving messages with unknown numbers. Maybe he was one of them and left ignored LOL.) After a while, I got a text message from him. He was being so childish, and sweet. From then on, there was never a day we failed to have a conversation. If not through text, just thru facebook chat and he updates me to where he currently is, what's his doing, everything. He's getting mushy and now, we sorta act like couples because sometimes he gets mad... and I'm like "we're not even on, why would I even comfort or do whatever to make em feel better??" Everything confuses me right now. He's a friend of my sista and I have a pretty feeling they got "something" before me. Before the guy confessed to me that he's having a crush on me and eventually after two weeks I told him I got a crush on him. Though I told em I never saw em. He kept tellin me he's fat,pimpled dark-short man. Only thing was f'sho.. He's short and probably we could be a great couple!! LOL. Really, I don't want to jump into conclusions right now. Everything seems to be really twirly unstable. Because after my first ever ultimate martyr break-up, after finally leaving my long distance boyfriend which I'm proud to say that we have been on and off for 16 months and eventually, I got tired of his effortless doings _<. LOL, really. Life is fun! Life is colorful :3 Meet my internet crush: ♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧