Of course we finally taaaaaaaaalked LOL. kays. this morning, I helped him.
I helped him face that personnel since he was afraid to ask on who to ask for his unknown PW for is myiit account...

The convo went like
(Setting was... my friend & I were going to COE, and he's going back to SCS)
I was just staring at him, glanced and talked to my friend... After we met like strangers, he called my name *Q*, what's my name? say mah name! haha. Sorry, random.

So he asked me where I was going... I answered I'm going to COE.
-He asked what for... I need to return this book
- Aren't you going to ask for your password? - Huh why? Didn't you go there?
- No, I stopped myself to go there - Well, wait, i'll return this first, & i'll ask that personnel, ok?

We walked together, he was at my back. I know I was haggard faced, omgosh, I was conscious again T^T. And I ran fast to the shortcut stairs leading me to the library, I left the group.
I walked through the halls of COE and watched my haggard face whenever I see my reflection -- vaiiin. & I went down, and immediately, with no doubt , I went inside the office and asked that personnel.. Then I told Anghel what to do. LOL. Now, everything is okay. Thanks to me. LOL. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, I just can't tell. If that wasn't Anghel, I was not supposed to do that, like really.

You know one time, last december, I knew he would be performing in a band. & they lack equipment like drums. So I met that other guy, the so called japo guy for my Anghel guy---you get me? Like, I borrowed the drum set from japo for Anghel. LOL. I don't know, anything for Anghel? Is this the thought? Or I guess, I was just doing my job as the block rep & the organizer for the Entertainment's club. Oh c'mon. It was done with love, & slightly a meet up with the Japo. LOL.


gaaaah & during that night- after we finally talked in the morniiiiiiiing, he PMed. as usuall...about school stuffs. He started the convo yaaay LOL.



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Through the months and so with the days I was really madly busy... ME crushing on SOMEONE will always be a problem. & He is currently my ever bIGGESt WHAT IF @: There's no day he won't cross my mind, there's no day I couldn't mention his codename to my friends & there's no day he gives me a slap on my lamest face. & now I'm quite back for the real fight, real life. First school year academic class has been really challenging and quite successful... I attained unexpected positions and responsibilities in which I'm really not capable of doing so...People strongly trust me to informations I say...but sometimes that word trust lead me to dismay. We all need a break & so do I. Rolling through the battles with the thorns of fire we encounter & conquer the coolest iciest ice, we melt them down to caress the smoothest success there after...

So dwelling is my problem & so is hesitating.
You know I talk to myself like a lot, more than every time I go to bath. That's the real living room for me, the bathroom. I don't really know now... I don't get it, but why am I having a problem with that guy? So does this mean that...that guy is my problem? & this block representative thingy that's driving me insanely stress stepping up soon to be innocent weak external vice president for the next school year...not to mention replacing that gay ex VP (don't like him/her).

So my biggest problem is...I got no one to talk to pretty soon.
I will be taking up math 51 & I'm excited and pressured )___( . I'm actually aiming for flat one so my papa will buy me a notebook & hell yeah. DEAL.

I am thinking of shifting a course, I'm still feeling unstable about this course, though I'm enjoying...this is not really my field, my papa gave me advice & so...you know I wanted to get some arts thingy course but since this course got me stipend every month (just delayed though)so I was thinking this is good & I'm happy I have helped a lot of people. That life is not full of fantasies and easiness... That life is really great , I have no right to act such as getting mad easily, losing temper and the sapot sapot thing because it's no good. Lucky I live with a happy life, simple family though no money but still faithfully serving and doing everything & dedicating it to Jesus.

Some of my classmates now are in the midst of no money...
So this is a real life story : His father is working hard abroad & yet he's not really doing well in his academics since he got himself addicted to DOTA.
The other one: Her mother is still in Manila, waiting for the reply of which she was applying for...going to Saudi Arabia --- knowing that there's already war in some parts of the middle east now... & some of my mates will stop schooling & they will be having summer jobs to help their parents---instead of attending summer classes, they will save money for the next semester... & some really did go off sem, they ran out of money :( and that's the reality.

In this new environment, I was really built up to wake up from the reality. When I was in high school, life has been really easy (except for the academic thingy)--- I mean, I always ask money from my parents, I didn't even know how to save. A lot of money was really wasted. Money is something... Something that led me not to go to somewhere and I was left behind to hanging out with friends that's why it's better for me to stay home. For reals, I can live without any friends, like socially...

One time, I dated myself. I ate sundae alone in the Jollibee main & I felt completely happy. I just can't tell. Sometimes it's better to be alone and write stuffs and plan for better things. After these courses, I'll go...somewhere far.

& I chatted my viet friend today :3333 you know, FLING? haha. nice. FUNNY bed rock convo LOL. since that othar guy---Darren sok got Angel Vee Vo already LOL. K whatevers, I like my virtual life more than the real one--sometimes. haha



I'm excited for math 51!!! LOL.
& this Ungtayz Le is cute haha. asdfghjlf, he told me not to post this his gf might get jealous. Jealous of me lol, we're not talkin dirty nyways. blah blah.

So march madness will vanish soon & next week will probably be the last week for the whole school year & I'm quite saddened...

Okay first, I worry about my grades about the Instruments & Measurements Lecture & basic electronics Lecture, Laboratories are kays. Then I need to push some more effort to get a higher grade for math and csc since these two sum 6 units, so 3 for each. When I get a "very nice" grade from these two, I will soon be calm and carefree. Hey! worrying is a sin. I'm such a sinner :(

Next, okay let's move on to the unclosed case between me and the "anghel" guy. Haha. LOL.
So I have not posted lots about him past few weeks,days and months. Janelle,a close friend, and I agreed that after one month from FEb 14th, if we won't talk & won't have a clear communication, then after MARCH 14th...I will soon be done with him. So...almost march 14th, and blah blah , so okay 2 more days to go--yay! ALMOST DONE!!! but on the 12th he popped out from the chat box, and we had a good convo...Guess what the topic was!!! & again `twas sa'll about school stuffs and the worries for the exams. We both were really talkative & we replied to each other really fast. I was so happy & my heart were doing somersaults, since MARCH 14th was fast approaching. So I told Janelle that March 14th will just be another day, the deal will be cancelled since we got to talk. I knew he wasn't texting me since he told me he ditched his phone, he kinda prioritize the academics for now. Makes me like him moooore. LOL. K.

I was so high, a miracle! I cleaned the house and washed the dishes and do what other girls do just to make the house look pleasant and relaxing.

Here's the problem whenever we get to see each other, we just glance to one another just like strangers...I don't get it. & after this school year ends, I don't want to think over and even deeper about this kind of "thing" that will soon be left hanging.

So next time, I will soon look at him telling him in the eyes that we kinda need to talk again. I miss the good convos , LOL. okay my fault, since he waited for me to share `bout stuffs like love after he shared to me `bout his ex and what the hell the cowardness ate me since there was that metal headed japo guy when we're still good. waaa~ LAME ass bananas :))

SADLY, I Won The Elections

It's pay day! No, year. Sigh* I won. & there's no reason to celebrate, I entered the biggest ---well, not the biggest but next to the biggest responsibility to our so called "society". Waaa~ I got lots of votes and I feel blank about this. People trust me? Well, for sure they don't know me. So now I'm talking against myself. Hopefully I can carry this on pretty soon. I'm stuck with the FINALS. I so want summer right now and get that 6 units of math 51 so my agony in Maths will end for this course. )__(

So, these 2 whole weeks, I was really busy `bout myself. err. So 3 weeks or months before I was invited to run as the President of our society, the ESET society, thenn, I liked it at first `but I realized that it isn't easy and stuff & my self became my enemy to decisions that I make.

Anyway, I'm so down right now, well, really. I am really really forced to do this, uh not a hundred parcent but uhh almost 98% of my slef `ses NO to this. I mean, to be straight. To tell you, I'm running for an External Vice President this comin march fourth for our society. I feel really heavy right now, I feel like saying it in vernacular...

kapoia oi :c, I mean, I dont like to run this position jood, and that party kinda well not kinda but grabe jod ilang pamgos sa ako nga mu dagan, weeks before pa, like i stef dagan ha?

wla kai gi daganan? apil sa amung party

cge na stef, wla man gud mi lain makita sa uban block reps, (ang uban diay?)
aw ok man ang uban per ikaw man gud ang pinka active ug excellent sa ilang tanan

SAMOK kaayo cge sila ug beg, weeks before and the day before and hours before, errrrr. So I was really really forced, ning sugot NALAAAAAAANG KO para mu undang na. K. konsenxa no.1 K. UGH.

uh wait, yea yea thanks sa mga praises but duuuude DI MO KASABOT!!?D?F?AS?FAE?F?GSD?GARG?
DILI LAGE KO GANAHAN!!! WHAT THE EFFFFFFFORK IZ WRONG WITH YEW!!dfkbsfkjhaskksba
k, Im really mad right now.

nag start nami ug campaign and blah blah, what the hell nice mask im wearing, what the heck. So im making everybody believe that I run this position because like for the better of our society and blah blah, they were amazed, others got jaw dropping faces and blah & blah, our platform is like this & that.

So now im acting like playing safe. Actually I was invited by my good friend to be her external VP but I refused once,
she told me that she was hurt when she knew I joined the other party. So the party that I joined now is a rival of hers, but our positions arent rivals so yeah, that's kays. but uuh.

Nangumpanya man gud mi ganina and like, sa room sa kalaban, and there was another guy/girl--he's gay nga murag gi kalaban ang amung party err, so I was standing there quiet....so ga debate na sila, blah blah, so knowing nga ako---pinugos lng mu dagan xempre, "bahala namu dira--gipugos ko ninyo" pastilan pud ning konsenxa konsenxa pod nako oi pahamak oii. so I defended blah blah why ning run mi, why wala daw ang uban--xempre nag klase and all that jazz...So lain kaayo oi kay kabalo biya to sila nga napugsan kooooo, mao na gi banat banat mi ug questions. ok xa for experience but ako na ang naiipit.

So akong mga kauban is taking this pangumpanya serioslyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Maulaw ko mag speach ug basta lang paksiw!!!! err, so mao, believable xa. pero no big deal sa ako if mu daog ko or dili. Big deal xa pag mu daog kay duuuuuuuuude kapoiii the heck? akong grades? maka grado ko ana ha? but yea, I like to serve man gud, pero pwede man siguro na makahulat na mga instances like dagan dagan coz for me disturbo jod xa, meeting meeting , meeting meeting. HOY AKONG KLASE, akong scores, akong grado!!! akong CRUSH! di ko makakita. aw. umeegat? anyway mao na xa. ok rmn mudagan ko sa akong 2nd course, this time man gud precious kayo sako ang every subject, sayang kayo, d nko contented sakong scores ug nawala akong study habbit.

The good side is, mapractice akong leadership skills and instant jud ko ma mature mag think. aw. K. uuuh. AMBOT.

Basta I thy will be done. Bahala na si God what's best.

though there is this kinda big probability that I will win, they know me :c, they know my father :c.

NGANO MAN GUD GA TARONG KO PAGKA BLOCK REP OI!!! PAKSIW! >__<

Speaking of crush!
OMGOSH, aw. umeegat? wala lang perti jod! aw. nanampanya biya ko sa amung section, and like nag dali dali ko ug pangampanya, and wow straight straight english and like that. sssseeeehhs!!! was ko ga expect, ning sulpot xa. aw. K. so mao to--murag obvious na nuon nga umeegat bcoz nag tinutukay mi paksiw! tapos ning undang kog sturya sa atubangan. dayon nag vernacular na dayon ko. uh K. bahala xa. gwapo bitaw xag mata aii, taas pilok! aw. crush ra bitaw, tuo man O_O
naa koi karibal dooooooooh smallest world :)))