Friday, March 18, 2011

So march madness will vanish soon & next week will probably be the last week for the whole school year & I'm quite saddened...

Okay first, I worry about my grades about the Instruments & Measurements Lecture & basic electronics Lecture, Laboratories are kays. Then I need to push some more effort to get a higher grade for math and csc since these two sum 6 units, so 3 for each. When I get a "very nice" grade from these two, I will soon be calm and carefree. Hey! worrying is a sin. I'm such a sinner :(

Next, okay let's move on to the unclosed case between me and the "anghel" guy. Haha. LOL.
So I have not posted lots about him past few weeks,days and months. Janelle,a close friend, and I agreed that after one month from FEb 14th, if we won't talk & won't have a clear communication, then after MARCH 14th...I will soon be done with him. So...almost march 14th, and blah blah , so okay 2 more days to go--yay! ALMOST DONE!!! but on the 12th he popped out from the chat box, and we had a good convo...Guess what the topic was!!! & again `twas sa'll about school stuffs and the worries for the exams. We both were really talkative & we replied to each other really fast. I was so happy & my heart were doing somersaults, since MARCH 14th was fast approaching. So I told Janelle that March 14th will just be another day, the deal will be cancelled since we got to talk. I knew he wasn't texting me since he told me he ditched his phone, he kinda prioritize the academics for now. Makes me like him moooore. LOL. K.

I was so high, a miracle! I cleaned the house and washed the dishes and do what other girls do just to make the house look pleasant and relaxing.

Here's the problem whenever we get to see each other, we just glance to one another just like strangers...I don't get it. & after this school year ends, I don't want to think over and even deeper about this kind of "thing" that will soon be left hanging.

So next time, I will soon look at him telling him in the eyes that we kinda need to talk again. I miss the good convos , LOL. okay my fault, since he waited for me to share `bout stuffs like love after he shared to me `bout his ex and what the hell the cowardness ate me since there was that metal headed japo guy when we're still good. waaa~ LAME ass bananas :))

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