So, these 2 whole weeks, I was really busy `bout myself. err. So 3 weeks or months before I was invited to run as the President of our society, the ESET society, thenn, I liked it at first `but I realized that it isn't easy and stuff & my self became my enemy to decisions that I make.

Anyway, I'm so down right now, well, really. I am really really forced to do this, uh not a hundred parcent but uhh almost 98% of my slef `ses NO to this. I mean, to be straight. To tell you, I'm running for an External Vice President this comin march fourth for our society. I feel really heavy right now, I feel like saying it in vernacular...

kapoia oi :c, I mean, I dont like to run this position jood, and that party kinda well not kinda but grabe jod ilang pamgos sa ako nga mu dagan, weeks before pa, like i stef dagan ha?

wla kai gi daganan? apil sa amung party

cge na stef, wla man gud mi lain makita sa uban block reps, (ang uban diay?)
aw ok man ang uban per ikaw man gud ang pinka active ug excellent sa ilang tanan

SAMOK kaayo cge sila ug beg, weeks before and the day before and hours before, errrrr. So I was really really forced, ning sugot NALAAAAAAANG KO para mu undang na. K. konsenxa no.1 K. UGH.

uh wait, yea yea thanks sa mga praises but duuuude DI MO KASABOT!!?D?F?AS?FAE?F?GSD?GARG?
DILI LAGE KO GANAHAN!!! WHAT THE EFFFFFFFORK IZ WRONG WITH YEW!!dfkbsfkjhaskksba
k, Im really mad right now.

nag start nami ug campaign and blah blah, what the hell nice mask im wearing, what the heck. So im making everybody believe that I run this position because like for the better of our society and blah blah, they were amazed, others got jaw dropping faces and blah & blah, our platform is like this & that.

So now im acting like playing safe. Actually I was invited by my good friend to be her external VP but I refused once,
she told me that she was hurt when she knew I joined the other party. So the party that I joined now is a rival of hers, but our positions arent rivals so yeah, that's kays. but uuh.

Nangumpanya man gud mi ganina and like, sa room sa kalaban, and there was another guy/girl--he's gay nga murag gi kalaban ang amung party err, so I was standing there quiet....so ga debate na sila, blah blah, so knowing nga ako---pinugos lng mu dagan xempre, "bahala namu dira--gipugos ko ninyo" pastilan pud ning konsenxa konsenxa pod nako oi pahamak oii. so I defended blah blah why ning run mi, why wala daw ang uban--xempre nag klase and all that jazz...So lain kaayo oi kay kabalo biya to sila nga napugsan kooooo, mao na gi banat banat mi ug questions. ok xa for experience but ako na ang naiipit.

So akong mga kauban is taking this pangumpanya serioslyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Maulaw ko mag speach ug basta lang paksiw!!!! err, so mao, believable xa. pero no big deal sa ako if mu daog ko or dili. Big deal xa pag mu daog kay duuuuuuuuude kapoiii the heck? akong grades? maka grado ko ana ha? but yea, I like to serve man gud, pero pwede man siguro na makahulat na mga instances like dagan dagan coz for me disturbo jod xa, meeting meeting , meeting meeting. HOY AKONG KLASE, akong scores, akong grado!!! akong CRUSH! di ko makakita. aw. umeegat? anyway mao na xa. ok rmn mudagan ko sa akong 2nd course, this time man gud precious kayo sako ang every subject, sayang kayo, d nko contented sakong scores ug nawala akong study habbit.

The good side is, mapractice akong leadership skills and instant jud ko ma mature mag think. aw. K. uuuh. AMBOT.

Basta I thy will be done. Bahala na si God what's best.

though there is this kinda big probability that I will win, they know me :c, they know my father :c.

NGANO MAN GUD GA TARONG KO PAGKA BLOCK REP OI!!! PAKSIW! >__<