One Step Closer

So today marks one of the most memorable and important day of my life. No,it's not my birthday, but I have come to realize that Luke 11:9 So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.---I could clearly relate to what I have been experiencing now.

And if you don't know, I have been having a long distance relationship with a guy whom I really don't know,I just fell inlove with his personality,like really. He's not even that much expressive or whatever you expect a gentleman could be,like really.Well,anyway just leave it to me.No need to explain why I love that guy. For love has no definite reason :)

So he got my present already!!! And I'm just so dying happy that he showed up in Luneta to pick those up from my "cuzzy". My cuzzy's family have been very supportive, yet there was a kind of drama that went on lately. I actually asked my cuzzy a favor,where infact my bf and him never really have a connection, and both our parents are strict when it comes to our love life that's why we need to cover up. Pretending that he was a college classmate of my cuzzy was the catch. My cuzzy described him as a six-footer korean-ish,swagger-ish,just my type. And Iif could get to see him, I'd definitely fall and knock myself off ten times than the usual. Shhhh,I'm so kileg & purely happy. A gift that is made up of love & care,blood & sweat---too many people involved making those for three months. I'm pretty sure he's happy & realized how much I love him--for real & no doubt. I'd be a fool to let that guy go.

But I really wonder if he'd get to see me. What to wear? How should I look? How to act? Like really, I couldn't even tell my mother about all these since he's a total stranger to my family. Above all, I surrender everything to God. He's given me a guy,more than enough. I'll see him as soon as I get there. Hopefully. Amen.

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