It's just so hard...when the way I act is so opposite to what I feel.

I always think and pay attention to what people will say.

If this is a secret, how could I even be safe and play?

I'm starting to dig into you,

Your words struck me a lot,

I just can't tell...

To me you're new, so brand new.

Bizarre,

It bothers me how confusion grows again and again and again?

I'm so tired

I feel so super used

I don't even want to taste that bitterness & pain again

For all the struggles I heaps survived...

I know you're a gift to my life,

But everyone's a gift,

How could you stand out from all the rest of the gifts I receive?

Or is it...

I can be in love but I just don't know?

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here I go again, idk idk idk idk idk

I call him "Anghel" he just don't know.

Ti.aw mu nang mu sulpot rag kalit, makulbaan jud gud ku.

hahaiii. :)