People around me, taught me...not to be scared because if I have this mentality of being scared, I'm not actually focusing on my goals...but rather on my disappointments. Yes life bounces, it goes up and down. And it's so damn short. But no matter how short it maybe, I come to realize to take one step at a time, seems like the world is mine but not everything can be mine and mine alone. Everything has reasons, no matter how nonsense I think it is. Somehow, I'd better trust my instincts for this ability of listening inside a person's feeling caught me. They say, "never assume"--but what if that assumption of yours leads to a better you.

Life's a game & so is love. Learn to deal with those, for once your life may spice up a bit. Be nasty sometimes, so boring of you if you stay calm and good as you are. I mean, each of us has ways of expressing oneself towards interacting others.

Just that, I learned to cheat sometimes---honestly, in my homework, just to survive. So lame of me. At this age, I should have done things all by myself. But, what are friends for? We help hand in hand, this is what you call, THE TEAM WORK.

I have several notebooks for my vocabulary, yet I misplace these notebooks. I'm so unorganized. Sigh* I feel so greedy now. Greedy, that I want to learn everything yet I can't 'coz I'm a donut butt.